Alternative lives (or what else I do outside research)

Life, in my view, would be too boring if confined to a singular definition or career title. Here I introduce you to the alternative versions of myself, but only those that exist within the same timeline as me. These versions of "me" find joy in doing things outside science with the time I have left for them to exist. They are the versions that, for better or worse, missed the opportunity to replace the researcher version completely. If you want to meet them, here we go...

The one who is obsessed with music...

Music is a true passion and love, so this is the version that almost won! I love drowning myself in a good piece of music, playing music, and making music. I find almost every aspect of music fascinating and enjoyable.

What do I play?

My first instrument is the violin. I have been playing the violin for a very long time (from the age of 10-11). Although I have not been consistently practising it all these years, I never let it go either. Like many violinists, I started and trained as a classical violin player, but later on, I ventured into other styles and genres of music. Other than classical, I play folk, gipsy, rock, traditional Iranian music, nordic, OSTs and whatever sounds good to me on violin. Lately, I've been trying to learn jazz violin, but I'm still terrible at that.

Meet Nyx, my beautiful girl

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I enjoy performing and jamming with other musicians, and I love doing improv playing. Back in Iran, I've been playing in gigs and festivals at the university and other venues. I have also played as a guest performer with a band at a national music festival in Iran in 2012. In Edinburgh, I performed as a street performer in 2022, as a part of the Edinburgh Fringe Festival. If you visit Edinburgh during Fringe, you might catch me playing here and there.

Here are some photos of my performances.

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Other than the violin, I play the keyboard (although in a not-so-great and self-taught way), and I have just started learning to play guitar! I'm enjoying this new trip!

What do I listen to?

Almost everything! I don't limit myself to one specific genre or style. I could find beautiful pieces of music in almost all genres of music (maybe pop is at the bottom of the list), from classical to rock and metal, to the traditional and folk music of different regions and countries, to jazz and blues, you name it! But these days, I'm more into progressive rock and progressive metal. So I think it would be useless to give a never-ending list of the songs and bands that I like here. But maybe I can introduce you to some bands and musicians that you might not know and which I think they're great! I'll try to expand the list from time to time with new discoveries.

Some music suggestions from musicians you might not know:
  • Kahtmayan - An Iranian metal/trash metal band from Tehran. Amazing musicians with unique captivating metal music combining it with a taste of Iranian and Eastern folk. I recommend listening to their album Exir (2009) and their latest double album Resurrection (1&2) 2022.
  • Kayhan Kalhor - He's the maestro of the Iranian traditional instrument, kamancheh, and a three-time Grammy winner for Best Traditional World Music. Keyhan Kalhor is of course a very respected and famous musician in Iran and also internationally recognised, but if you're not from Iran, or a world-music fan, you still might not have heard him. Well, you should! He is just mesmerising. I suggest starting with the album "I will not stand alone".
  • Wardruna - They're a Norwegian music group playing folk Nordic music with Nordic historical and traditional instruments. Best songs to me are: "Kvitravan", "Helvenge", and "Lyfjaberg".
  • Archive - One of my favourite bands from London! Their music style spans electronic, progressive rock, trip-hop, avant-garde, and some other things. I think they're masters of creating absolutely unique and sometimes weird songs with different layers and textures of sounds. I find most of their albums great, so I don't find it fair to point at one or two.
  • Riverside - A Polish progressive rock/metal band from Warsaw which I really like. Their vocalist is also in the band Lunatic Soul, which is yet another great band to listen to. I'm biased to say "Second Life Syndrome" is their best album followed by "Wasteland".
  • Soen - They are a Swedish progressive metal band. The drummer is Martin Lopez, the former drummer of Opeth (one of my favourite bands) and the vocalist, Joel Ekelöf from the band Willowtree, who has a great voice. A friend suggested to me their song "Lotus" and got me obsessed with them.
  • Gazpacho - They're a progressive rock and some say art rock band from Oslo. Their style of music is like their name, a weird mixture, like a weird soup! But I find them fun to listen to from time to time.
  • Khusugtun - is a Mongolian band. They play traditional Mongolian instruments and do throat singing. Also, their singer, Batzorig Vaanchig, is the one who sang "The Beautiful Steppe" (from the Marco Polo series)
  • The Hu - Another Mongolian band, this time folk-metal! They're not just interesting musically but also fun to watch.
  • Sleeping Pulse - is the name of a musical project and a collaboration between Mick Moss (Antimatter) and Portugal's Luís Fazendeiro (Painted Black). The album is called "Under the Same Sky". What's unique about this is that all the instruments you hear are played by Fazendeiro. Mick Moss is the vocalist and wrote the lyrics. The lyrics are also very deep and moving. It's altogether a great album.
  • Peyman Yazdanian - is an Iranian composer who wrote some of my favourite original soundtracks, including a track called "The Wedding of the Dead" which I really like.

What kind of music I make?

I make music sometimes. Sometimes it's just a piece for violin, but more recently, I'm trying to learn how to produce music with music production softwares. I mostly use GarageBand and a bit of Cakewalk for that. I haven't put any of my songs on public platforms (not yet at least, I'm still shy about it) so my only loyal listeners are my poor close friends.

Capturing moments...

I am by no means a photographer, but rather a photography enthusiast. I just very much enjoy using photography as a means to freeze moments of 'being' and show how I see things. Here's a small selection of my photos.

Most of the time, nothing is better than a good book...

In one of my alternative lives, I am probably a librarian with nothing to do other than reading books and indulging myself in great stories and the smell of paper. Putting together a list of the books I like turned out to be so much harder than I thought. These are just some of the stuff I truly enjoyed reading or I found them important or influential reads (and not necessarily everything I read. Most of them, I read in Farsi, some in English and very few in French.

Fictions:
  • Kafka on the Shore, by Haruki Murakami
  • The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle, by Haruki Murakami
  • After Dark, by Haruki Murakami
  • After the Quake (short stories), by Haruki Murakami
  • Pinball, by Haruki Murakami
  • The Master and Margarita, by Mikhail Bulgakov
  • Metamorphosis, by Franz Kafka
  • The Trial, by Franz Kafka
  • Heart of a Dog, by Mikhail Bulgakov
  • Labyrinths (collection of short stories), by Jorge Luis Borges
  • The Library of Babel (short story), by Jorge Luis Borges
  • The Little Prince, by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
  • Alice's Adventures in Wonderland, by Lewis Carrol
  • Forrest Gump, by Winston Groom
  • Childhood's End, by Arthur C. Clarke
  • 2001: A Space Odyssey, by Arthur C. Clarke
  • The Clown, by Heinrich Böll
  • The Bread of Those Early Years, by Heinrich Böll
  • The Lost Honour of Katharina Blum, by Heinrich Böll
  • Look Who's Back, by Timur Vermes
  • Jonathan Livingston Seagull, by Richard Bach
  • Illusions: The Adventures of a Reluctant Messiah, by Richard Bach
  • Lord of the Rings (series), by J. R. R. Tolkien
  • Harry Potter (series), by J. K. Rowling
  • Klara and the Sun, by Kazuo Ishiguro
  • Never Let Me Go, by Kazuo Ishiguro
  • Adieu Gary Cooper, by Romain Gary
  • The Life Before Us, by Romain Gary
  • Mortelle, by Christopher Frank
  • Animal Farm, by George Orwell
  • 1984, by George Orwell
  • Copenhagen (play), by Michael Frayn
  • The Great Gatsby, by F. Scott Fitzgerald
  • Anna Karenina, by Leo Tolstoy
  • Lolita, by Vladimir Nabokov
  • The Decay of the Angel, by Yukio Mishima
  • The Strange Case of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde, by Robert Louis Stevenson
  • The Waves, by Virginia Woolf
  • The Old Man and the Sea, by Ernest Hemingway
  • Blindness, by José Saramago
  • To Kill a Mockingbird, by Harper Lee
  • The Duel, by Anton Chekhov
  • The Pillowman (play), by Martin McDonagh
  • Waiting for Godot (play), by Samuel Beckett
  • Faust (play), by Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
  • The Kite Runner, Khaled Hosseini
  • The Da Vinci Code, by Dan Brown
  • Inferno, by Dan Brown
  • Digital Fortress, by Dan Brown
  • Zorba the Greek, by Nikos Kazantzakis
  • Papillon, by Henri Charrière
  • War of the Worlds, by H. G. Wells
  • Nausea, by Jean Paul Sartre
  • Solaris, by Stanisław Lem
  • My Uncle Napoleon, Iraj Pezeshkzad
  • The Stray Dog, Sadegh Hedayat
Non-Fictions:
  • The Republic, by Plato
  • Five Dialogues: Euthyphro, Apology, Crito, Meno, Phaedo, by Plato
  • The Symposium, by Plato
  • God is dead, by Friedrich Nietzsche
  • Sophie's World, by Jostein Gaarder
  • Man’s Searching for Meaning, by Viktor Frankl's
  • A History of Western Philosophy, by Bertrand Russell
  • Religion and Science, by Bertrand Russell
  • Being and Time, by Martin Heidegger
  • What Is Metaphysics?, by Martin Heidegger
  • The Question Concerning Technology, by Martin Heidegger
  • The First Greek philosophers, by Sharafaldin Khorasani
  • The Little Book of Philosophy: An Introduction to the Key Thinkers and Theories You Need to Know, by Rachel Poulton
  • The Structure of Scientific Revolutions, by Thomas S Kuhn
  • Knowledge of Language, by Noam Chomsky
  • Media Control, by Noam Chomsky
  • Necessary Illusions, by Noam Chomsky
  • Physics and Philosophy: The Revolution in Modern Science, by Werner Heisenberg
  • The Nature of Space and Time, by Roger Penrose and Stephen Hawking
  • A Brief History of Time, by Stephen Hawking
  • The Feynman Lectures on Physics, by Richard Feynman
  • QED: The Strange Theory of Light and Matter, by Richard Feynman
  • How the Mind Works, by Steven Pinker
  • Prime Obsession, by John Derbyshire
  • Gödel, Escher, Bach, by Douglas Hofstadter
Working on it...

At the moment, I'm reading "The Denial of Death" by Ernest Becker. It's a super interesting book that keeps me thinking about each page that I read. I'm going on a slow ride with this one to make sure I fully capture it.