Life, in my view, would be too boring if confined to a singular definition or career title. Here I introduce you to the alternative versions of myself, but only those that exist within the same timeline as me. These versions of "me" find joy in doing things outside science with the time I have left for them to exist. They are the versions that, for better or worse, missed the opportunity to replace the researcher version completely. If you want to meet them, here we go...
Music is a true passion and love, so this is the version that almost won! I love drowning myself in a good piece of music, playing music, and making music. I find almost every aspect of music fascinating and enjoyable.
My first instrument is the violin. I have been playing the violin for a very long time (from the age of 10-11). Although I have not been consistently practising it all these years, I never let it go either. Like many violinists, I started and trained as a classical violin player, but later on, I ventured into other styles and genres of music. Other than classical, I play folk, gipsy, rock, traditional Iranian music, nordic, OSTs and whatever sounds good to me on violin. Lately, I've been trying to learn jazz violin, but I'm still terrible at that.
Meet Nyx, my beautiful girl
I enjoy performing and jamming with other musicians, and I love doing improv playing. Back in Iran, I've been playing in gigs and festivals at the university and other venues. I have also played as a guest performer with a band at a national music festival in Iran in 2012. In Edinburgh, I performed as a street performer in 2022, as a part of the Edinburgh Fringe Festival. If you visit Edinburgh during Fringe, you might catch me playing here and there.
Here are some photos of my performances.
Other than the violin, I play the keyboard (although in a not-so-great and self-taught way), and I have just started learning to play guitar! I'm enjoying this new trip!
Almost everything! I don't limit myself to one specific genre or style. I could find beautiful pieces of music in almost all genres of music (maybe pop is at the bottom of the list), from classical to rock and metal, to the traditional and folk music of different regions and countries, to jazz and blues, you name it! But these days, I'm more into progressive rock and progressive metal. So I think it would be useless to give a never-ending list of the songs and bands that I like here. But maybe I can introduce you to some bands and musicians that you might not know and which I think they're great! I'll try to expand the list from time to time with new discoveries.
I make music sometimes. Sometimes it's just a piece for violin, but more recently, I'm trying to learn how to produce music with music production softwares. I mostly use GarageBand and a bit of Cakewalk for that. I haven't put any of my songs on public platforms (not yet at least, I'm still shy about it) so my only loyal listeners are my poor close friends.
I am by no means a photographer, but rather a photography enthusiast. I just very much enjoy using photography as a means to freeze moments of 'being' and show how I see things. Here's a small selection of my photos.
In one of my alternative lives, I am probably a librarian with nothing to do other than reading books and indulging myself in great stories and the smell of paper. Putting together a list of the books I like turned out to be so much harder than I thought. These are just some of the stuff I truly enjoyed reading or I found them important or influential reads (and not necessarily everything I read. Most of them, I read in Farsi, some in English and very few in French.
At the moment, I'm reading "The Denial of Death" by Ernest Becker. It's a super interesting book that keeps me thinking about each page that I read. I'm going on a slow ride with this one to make sure I fully capture it.